breakup

its sucks when your relationship is on the rocks while you're tryin damn hard to understand a string of words that make up sentances which dont connect...i really am enjoying school and studying...i am...am i stressing myself up? im not..am i? is it putting my relationship with him in jeopardy? i swear going thru different phases sucks...you doubted me and said some pretty mean things which when heard..pierced through my heart with a metal stake with a sharp pointed tip... i meant every word i said...