very hard...

sometimes its just soo hard to keep on pretending...for the sake of going through the whole day without much fuss...anyway some people just get on my nerves sometimes...when they dont appreciate you...and to rehana..i told you to just do whatever you like since this is what you've been waiting for..why bother me with your doubts now..i mean really its none of my business and i dont wish to know...its really no harm trying you know...

ok back to research for fundraisings...