It takes two to tango...

I can see clearly now, the rain is gone,

I can see all obstacles in my

way

Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind

It's gonna be a bright

(bright), bright (bright)

Sun-Shiny day

It's gonna be a bright (bright),

bright (bright)

Sun-Shiny day


Oh yes I can make it now, the pain is

gone

All of the bad feelings have disappeared

Here is the rainbow I've

been prayin' for

It's gonna be a bright (bright), bright

(bright)

Sun-Shiny day





Is it? Something weird is happening now...Weird but....Nice...But I dont know what it is...I think i rather not know what it is...I want to leave it undefined...I want to prolong this phase...Its brightenin up my could-have-been-gloomy days...Im really grateful for it...Its more than just nice...Its stimulating? Hmmm in a way...But I dont know if this is right...I think it is but I think it isnt too....The weirdest thing is it just happened....Ive been learning from my past mistakes and not to repeat them again...Its not child's play...Not this one...But..............Hmmm this is why I dont wish to define it....Because there's a choice...I know this time Im doing it right but it'll come to that point one day....But for now I dont wish to define this mutuality thats making everyday bright and sun-shiny....




Anyways as for updates studies wise....Ive done up my timetable and yay! I have time!! I just have to get my physics essay,physics 2nd test, french oral and french last test out of the way.....Those things already are like a burden....I have to score for this french set test....I have to....As for physics...Someone's gonna help yay!!!Merci beaucoup! My econs been out of sorts with the beribu new principles...




Im probably going joggin today with mr itteeeaa.....Probably only if I get my job done...And if its not rainin...If not then Ill probably take up another offer...Haha...



Should I apply for scholarships for SEP to Russia and Italy? Haha maybe I shall for fun....



Im sleepy...Weather's been the best....Except I have to enjoy it admist my fermions bosons GUT baryons positrons electrons protons neutrons neutrinos cosmic background radiation big bang and the rest...But its weird that Im beginnnin to like it! Haha see how it reflects in my essay and test next week...



Busy busy busy week ahead...Help me get through this wont you?=)

 

To Fairfield With Love





A world has opened for us

A world that's bright and gay

A world that's full of interest

Since to school we found our way

It's a world that's full of gladness

And we're happy all the day

And we learn that only busy folks

Can be bright and true and gay

It's at Fairfield, at Fairfield

Where all the world is bright

Where love is in the sunshine

And our hearts are gay and light

Oh! It's Fairfield, at Fairfield

Where all the world is bright

Where love is in the sunshine

And our hearts are gay and light



There we live and work and study

There we walk in wisdom's ways

Gaining strength for all the future

Far and near we'll sing thy praise

May blessings be upon thee

May many find thy halls

May the leaders of the future

Be found within thy walls

Here's to Fairfield, to Fairfield

To every student here

To every happy fairsian

And to every teacher dear

Oh! It's Fairfield, at Fairfield

Where all the world is bright

Where love is in the sunshine

And all the world is bright.




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Guess which minah i met today?

 

je déteste le français !

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO CACATOLOGY 1101E CLASSMATE !!







Tomorrow Gelare? I end at 2pm! How how
how?=)






Anyways mon weekend un peu bien...Je suis
allee a la downtown east avec ma mere et mon frere...J'ai lu The
Quantam Physics que prendre le beaucoup du mon temps...C'est triste!!!!!!!!
Je essaiais pour s'améliorer mon Français...Tout a coup je n'ai rien
a dire...Pardon parceque quelques mots n'ont pas
accent...






Ok Ive been having bad stomach pains since
last week....The arrival of Ms Mensus I think made studying in school
or anywhere else much easier....I have 139892174832761 things to
complete.......






1) Read 3 chapters of English
Language.



2)Do my other 3 French essays.(Im farking dead for my French lah.) <br>

3)Revise my
329801674892 Microecons which are so susah so that translates to
4389218743829167261472 chapters.



5)Mug my Econometrics by doing the
A levels ten yr series AGAIN!



6)START AND FINISH MY PHYSICS
ESSAY!!!!!!!!!



7)Secure KKO's chalet.



8)Secure
sponsership.






MERDE!!!





But I think my brain is working better now...I cant cant cant wait for all those to end...

TThe 'bonding session' yesterday was fun and a lot of unexpected things happened....Hahahahah....



Anyways I studied in school with Amyliakk and Shah and Dazril first while waiting for them...Was tryin to read The Quantam Universe and I realised that I have such pandai Science friends when I asked them to explain to me the beribu relativities...Hahaha THANKS! Nwaes me and Shah(AMY) had this tres interesting conversation y'day which Im itching to post up...But what are friends for right shah?Hahahaha.....



Finally after much crapping around with them and my Einstein we headed for dinner at bout 7 at the Ramen 10 thingy at Far East....Food was good....Company was nonsense...Haha....Then we went to 'slack' at Coffee Bean at Forum which has a very nice ambience actually...Nwaes something kelakar happened on the way...Hahaha....Ok my marketeers rock! We all wore black..We looked like we had a presentation seh...




Anyways went home feeling shagged and a bit guilty....And crappy things started to happen but what the hell...Im over it now...Thanks to you...=) Ok Im gonna continue my Einstein now!! Toodles! Bon week-end! 

The 'coolest' bunch of girls..Haha

 

 

 

The 2 gays..Or are they? Hmmm...

 

I had a super super super super tiring day...And its suppose to be a 'free' day...Free day my foot!



But had another like unexpected 'reunion' with my marketeers who managed to brighten up my day again...But I was still really very tired at the end of the day....



I hate my English project mates....Except Ahmad...Cos he did a lot of stuffs....



I am so tired...Have to revise French...I so dont know whats gonna come out for culture and civilisations...





Anyways something nice is happening...I think? I dont know how it can turn out this way... Why suddenly its like this and why it wasnt like this before? Im not sure if its what I think it is though but its nice... Gawd I cant even like 'say' it...



I am really very tired...Gosh...J'ai sommeil...



Like AMYLIAKKKK likes to say,' Voulez-vous coucher avec moi maintenant?' Hahaha bon nuit tout le monde! 

Cynicism aside," In simple non too technical terms, I find the over confidence
in judging someones character utterly destructive, unfair and utterly
embarrassing . How does one retract spoken vehemence for the dislike of someone,
when one is happy to be blissfully unaware of the blunder? I believe, the random
victim of such atrocious display of cockiness is left with the big decision of
either saving his ruined reputation or learning the art of oblivion. The latter
being a better course of action, as , it emphasizes, in not so many words, the
deception of the big cocky blunder."M.F

 

Hmmm life's taken a tiny turn....I dont know what to make of it....Its a joke isnt it?I really do not want whats happened twice to happen again... Life's complicated...But at least I have a life....





I love my marketing committee...We rock...As for now I want to say how I love each and every one of them though sometimes they irritate the hell out of me...We all have a date with each other in school on Friday and I cant wait!! =) We're like the best...Haha...





I need to really work hard and buck up...





Have I told you how much I love my marketing com? Albeit the scandals and all....=)





Because of Atikk and Dayah everyne wants to see my mum aka hotcik...Penat dengar...Muahahaha...





Im trying to refrain myself from saying things I shouldnt be here....





And today I irritated Amy when je suis parlè en francais pour la journeè quand j'ai eu près d'elle....Yay!




Bon nuit !

A taste of what made me fail my physics...Haha hello I struggled to get my B3 for O levels Physics...I remember staying back in school with Farhana and a few hopeless others till like 10pm at night with Mr Lim a few times just so I can bombard him with my like brainless questions....And when we got our results first person we went to was him and we like thanked him profusely lah....Then i made up my mind never to touch physics again ...BUT...what have I doneeeee....Hahahah....Anyways just secure that C Diana....



I am a bit confused lah....



If I am not wrong, HAPPPY BELATED 20TH BIRTHDAY TO DIYANAH!!!!!! If it hasnt passed yet somebody shoot me....And Suransi or passing me wrong info...



I miss my girlfriends...Some are sick(Sarah get well soon!!),some are busy(Asi,Di,Su,Yana,Fana,Faddie,Sari),some are working(Sue,Este,Janna),SOme are not doing anything but I dunno where they are(Yam,Dayah,Jannah).....



Anyway Mariam I didnt have the shortest skirt in school ok!! Its just my legs lah! And she had to bring up the fateful day when I was featured in LIFE together with Aidil and I was scared to go for assembly because Mr Potassium Hydroxide may like give snide remarks...Hahahah....Life in JJ was surprisingly full of surprises...I mean generally school management sucked...Ok maybe just the prinpipal and his principles? I mean I actuallly chose JJ because of their known reputation for Touch Rugby but what I didnt expect were the fun and priviledges that came with it...Remember Bintan camp girls? And I never thought I could run 2.4km with timings I thought were impossible back in Fairfield....And I had legs to die for...Note 'had'...Haha....And to be in a team...To play rubgy..Hello since when was I even a sports person....And never would I thought I'd be good at cheating/faking....Or even scoring goals for my school and actually feel that pride....And like I was damn lucky to get 4 other malay girls in my class whom without them life in JJ wouldve been tooo sane....Hahahaha....And I will never forgive Mr Potassiun Hydroxide for insisting that my one and only JC prom to be held at the school field.....



Anyway shall reminisce bout Fairfield times and put up long dues pictures to show our dear Suhaila how abso-blooming-ly stunning I looked in my yellow and blue uniform...Hahaa



Hey I am supposed to be revising my almost-gone-but-trying-to-catch-it-back-again French...



Bye!! 

I failed my einstein's midterm paper....Fuck double fuck...I really dont know how I could've gotten such atrocious marks! I mean it was a freaking open book paper...I think I studied harder than some others ok but there werent much to like study for in the first place lah...See....Im just stupid...Brr...Now just waiting for Econometrics results....



P.s Thank god I S/Ued this module because now I just need to concentrate on getting a C....is that a good or bad thing?




I felt like shit today in school...I was literally dragging myself to school...French is really killing me and I think the bad grade for the latest test just made it worse....Why cant I be as good as the rest? I think I just plain didnt put in my best effort since I am less smart....



Gosh just dont let me breakdown admist all the haloobaloo going on in and outside of my school life....

Today was a very long but surprisingly happy day for me...The day started off fine when me Nab and Fatma went to the vanity fair where they featured cosmetics from brands like Clinique and Stila...If not for the fact that Ive bought all my new toiletteries and face powder I would have spent more..Everything was super cheap and prices were like less than half the original prices and the normal malls...So when there's nothing I need as usual I zoomed in onto the lipglosses which I already have tons but pretty pretty...I got myself one Stila lip glace at 14 bucks and two Clinique's colour surge lip lacquer at 12 bucks each because they came in a chic silver pot as you can see from the picture below...And Atikk came up with this theory that their expiry thats are nearing which explains the low price...Idiot..Haha..So vibrate your way through school lah! Hahaha....




Meeting was funny and like a bit of an irritation for MS but I love them all the same...KKO meeting went ok too..Nothing to talk about so we digressed to like merepek stuffs...Haha love my small committee....Best size to work with actually..I really cant wait for the execution!




Then the best part of the day had to be the meeting up of my ruggies at Hazwani's...I couldnt wait to leave meeting at 8 and I even took a taxi there lah...Well only like half came...Me Yam Sari Hazel and Jolene...I was soo happy to see them and catch up on school and life in general...We really should have these random outings more..Dont care for those who cant come lah! I miss studying with Hazel...I was just like thinking bout her yesterday and was like damn sure she couldnt come today but she did!!! Hee ok then they all had to leave so me and Yam went to Macs to talk more cos we had a lot to catch up on..Im glad you've got paths you planned to go...And ya it sucks when people like judge you blindly especially when you thought they were your friends...Idiots seriously...Next time when you're meeting Sam in sch call me up also okkkk!




Lastly Aidil decided to walk me home because like I think he missed me....Haha...BUT all the way he was talking on his own about how he wants to set up a business dealing with fashion for tudung minahs like me and how we can like view the hot tudung models together like seriously and how he doesnt see himself as working in the corporate world wearing suits and all...Which neither do I as in see him doing that...Haha so ya by the time I wanted to say something we've reached my block...Haha...But thanks!! Really appreciate it=)....




Meeting Sue and Este tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

 

 

Here I am at home blogging away when Im supposed to be doing up my KKO concept paper....I just want to comment how hot the weather today is...Its so heaty and my eyes just cant seem to open (not like there's a difference for any other day lah) ... School work is pilling up like no one's business and no one is gonna stop and wait for you if you cant catch up...Like duh! My weekend's been unfruitful with regards to school work because I went to Downtown East to help grandma at her stall which was actually very fun minus the fact that assignments rang at the back of my head... Just now while eating I bit on a chilli padi when it was located at the langit-langit of the back part of my throat or whatever you call it...It was soooooooooooooooooo pedas to the point of pain like as if someone cut that part of my throat open...So for like 10 minutes my face was as red as the chille itself while the excruciating pain went on....Smart wad....My room is in a mess....Like bags and clothes and books and papers are all over...I really need to further organise myself lah! Anyone would be so kind as to lend a helping hand? Drats....

Yesterday on the way to Pasir Ris in the train these 3 malays (2 mats 1 minah) were indirectly making fun at me and obviously trying to piss me off when they turned on their radios like freaking loud when they obviously saw me trying to memorise some french verbs...Everyone was looking at them but what do they care...I kept looking up to give them my deadliest stare and I even closed my ears to prove my point but what did they do next? They turned on some nashid song LOUDER...I was damnnnnnnnn pissed and embarrassed because they're like of my own kind and the whole world around me could obviously decipher the intended effects of their actions....The three idiot were standing directly in front of me and kept trying to get eye contact with me as if saying 'are you enjoying the torture?'....What the hell...It lasted from Clementi till Pasir Ris lah....



Some people are just so lucky that they take everything for granted....I was once like that I guess...Anyway I wonder how different it would be if my family were whole again and like my paternal grandma were still around....Hmmm.....



I cant wait for the ice-cream buffet on Wednesday and for 26th April...Yays!! 

Fuck...What did I get myself into....Hee..




Anyway I am suffering from Stress....Said the doctor at YIH...




Im now very scared for my French...




The Pianist striked a chord in me...




Me Sarah and SU are thinkin of new grp names...HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!! We are soo creative what...




al-allhappenning al-toohothalal al-undergrads al-havoc al-bombshells(my favourite!)
al-minah al-smarty al-donut al-donut penyek al-lah al-havoc al-hahahahahah al-more....




burger ramli 5...ramlee that needs to pee(p ramlee)...malayanchics....



And my drum roll is like 'tetetetetetetet'...



Urrgh...Help... 

WHO DO YOU LOOK LIKE?



So me and ainne got crazy crazy when during 3J meeting we decided to explore MYHERITAGE and see which celebrities we look like...You know ego boosting for like half and like no way for the other half results...Hahahaaha....



So far my results according to percentage were Heidi Klum,Denise Richards,Hilary Clinton,Rachel-sth from OC,Allizee,Ashley Olsen,Beyonce(Haha) and some more which i forgot...Ainne got some pretty good ones too but her ferst was like the most hilarious...Venus Williams...Haha then this Hanum got like freaking Cindy Crawford lah...Hahaha....And i think Atikk got pisssed at us..I mean we were laughing like mad and shrieking at some point in time...haha



On a sadder note...I failed my French...I feel like demoralised like i wanna drop...But no...Its too good an opportunity to give up this soon...Urrgh have to buck up buck up buck up!!!!



But got happier news during EL1101E when me and Ahmad got like way above average for our tests..34/40....We were happy lah! Though we expected to get full marks...Haha...But ya if assuming the rest dont buck up or we buck up accordingly we may have a fair chance of getting an A...My only hope...Haha...Go go GO!!



Sarah just told me that i put 5 stuffs instead of the 4 i was supposed to for my previous entry....Hahahahahahahahah BODOH!!!



Ok dah...Im confused...Hmmm..Nights!