dancing.in.the.moonlight

soccer.finals.

before.

during.

after.

lunch.at.little.india.

ni.kasi.org.bagus.

row.full.of.hersheys.

cantik.tak?haha.

asrie.dont.be.jealous.

sedap!

sedap!!!

how.apt.

'where.the.buffalo.roams....'

ke-pantat-an.

fishing.at.ntu.

after.millions.of.years.

after.trillion.years.

after.a.millenium.

father.brother.

mendaki.briefing.pollution.

penat.





loves her to the max!

165-ers.

b.f.f

tunggu.mat.

hich.is.gay.




so that was my weekend.very fun! now very fun too lookin at the list of work i have to get done by this week.but it was all worth it except for the fact that i got a freakin bad sore throat and fever which has a free gift called headache due to my role play as a passive smoker on saturday nite. you all better pay for these externalities youve caused me ah!

but nothin beats bein sick at home.it was literally hell for me at aceh when i got sick.

anyways you know how irritatin it is when people judge you rite just by lookin at maybe your pictures or lookin at you. but you still judge people anyways. its like innate or sth in almost everyone of us. well sometimes its necessary. and in some cases you really try very hard not to judge but when presented with some concrete facts you cant help it.well maybe that wont be called judgin at all then.i hate hate hate hate hate it when people judge me and make these assumptions.stups. but i know sometimes i do that too lah.heh.but i hope most of those times i realise it and stop!

i believe in givin people chances.in whatever they do.because i also deserve chances for whatever ive done.but whats really central and of topmost priority to me is that honest relationship and trust of non-betrayal.lyin is sth i cannot take to the max.its sth of those sort which you can forgive but cannot forget.others will not even forgive when it happens again and again and again but naive stupid me will. usually.even if it looks like i dont.i do actually.earnin the trust back if you think im worth is takes a long time.like duh rite?

oh well i think some people might know what in the world im actually talkin bout now and referin to for now.i really dont hate you.no one does.but from the looks of it(once again this im judgin so it might be wrong might be right i dont know but its the best i can do for now) you gotta grow up and stop thinkin that everyone else is at fault for makin you do the things you do.if you really look properly you really have the bestest friends anyone can have around you that you may not even realise.i may have always been sayin the duh-est things in the whole wide world which is sooo freakin hard to act upon but i really mean well.and you have to know that me or anyone is not purposely makin things hard for you.sorry if ive been imposin my standards on you and you feel that way.its because i expect more from you.which is really a good thing.=)

and really deep down we all love you.which is why we or at least i am still worryin when maybe i say i dont care.

urrgh finally i got it off my chest.i dont know how else to broach this matter.but i know whoever are involved directly or indirectly know what im talkin bout.i feel like ive been givin more chances to people who relatively dont deserve it that this one particular person.and as little a matter as it sounds,its botherin me and my conscience.

seriously you know im talkin bout you rite?heh.so maybe you can call me or sth hokays!=))

ok done.so i havea crazy week ahead.any of you interested in organisin a getaway for the malay soc in nus? im thinkin tioman,redang,kl,genting,you know we reallly super deserve it after a tough academic year.=)

ok toodles darlin=)

edit// i forgot to say that i notice that there's a positive relationship between the amount of sensitivity you have(IF you can quantify that) towards others and the amount of sensitivity people have towards your every actions. geddit?

ni semua dunia ah eh? =)