exams!!

As much as we try to ignore it, the exams are drwing very near.I as usual is getting all stressed up because i havent been studying. Why is that? Because i am plain lazy. Yes iam ok. Computing project is like shit.I cant wait for it to be over.As for 3J, i dont know. I really have no interest in it but i am trying my very best to stay committed to it. Charity Gala is the one i cant wait to happen but still lots more work to be done and we're running out of time. I dont know if its good or bad that ill only be having 3 days of exams- 18th, 21st and 25th november.This is because econs and computing will fall on the same date. And after so long, i am going to not sahur in the morning anymore. This is because somehow my body refuse to function to the sound of the alarm clock every morning resulting in me oversleeping for so many days already.To sarah and asi(im assuming you two SMU-ians are going through the same thing), i know what you guys are going through and how tough it can get especially since you're fasting as well.But just hang on and pray lots lots ok? To Diyanah, ur website's fantabulous! And i know what you mean when u say how some people can be so inconsiderate. And hello! please do call me when u need a break-fasting companion ok because sometime i'll go meet aidil at JP at 8 so i CAN meet you for dinner!To my other NUS people like Suransi,Samsiah,Nadiah,Shikin and more exams are just just just around the corner and i am doomed. To the Arts freaks please teach me a way to memorise all these facts. Im like trying my best but it sucks!! I HATE MEMORISING!! Just doing random essays didnt help so how? ok nwaes we're all in one campus so lets not be selfish and help one another out ok? (especially pathetic me) haha! nwaes im beginning to really hate school. It looks alienish to me, feels so cold whenever im in school which is why i try to rush home asap every day. Aidil's been much nicer to me nowadays (prolly cos ive been nicer) and i think for once in months he's actually helping me get through this shit. Good. At least at the end of the week i have things to look forward to like aidil and friends and family outings. How HOw HoW?! hmmm im trying to get hold of my dad so we can buka out together at least once in eons.I guess thats about it. Like what sarah said, do keep me in your prayers ok!!
till then...