i miss touch

i miss playin touch rugby...hais..but its kinda impossible for me to play anymore...yeah...

i really miss playin with my teammates..those who know wad im gonna do next..without me tellin them...those who're immune to my weaknesses and encourage my strengths (which is not a lot by the way...jus cheatin the opponents..)...those who can rugby ooh rugby ahh with me..those whom i warmed up with takin that opportunity to catch up on the day's events and complain on the trainins and how dark and dayak-like we've become...

i miss dayah,sari,lay,yam,fana,jing2,verlin,jolene,hazel,hongmei...i still am wishin all 11 of us can play again..for whatever reason or for no reason at all..

i really really wanna play for lion red and be committed to it but i just cant...yes its the tudung issue..ya easy to say can take off when playin and put on again after that but its not as easy as it looks like...wad bout wad my mum's gonna say...wad are people gonna say...can i cope?? the timings clash with my religious class times...urrghh!!!...

yes yes i may not be the best player around...im how slow in all manner...how am i gonna catch up when ive missed half a yr's trainins....

i miss the kenduri's with my minah kampungs and suzy and farah and the tok penghulu ross...i miss the adrenaline when u score a try..when uve executed a succesful move..when u dive with all ur might to touch ur opponent..i miss fallin down..i miss the "..swing left..swing left...I SAID SWING LEFFFTTTT!!"...i miss the dongs,lausais,splits,twisters......

im soo glad darli and sheila and nid forced me to join touch instead of hockey...seee things happen for a reason...

oh well...we'll see how...till den...