"wad doesnt kill you makes u stronger.." its true...sometimes i wonder why im so patient...to hadri..to my sister...to some other people...or some other things...its amazing the amount of shit i can take in...but its weird u know...im soo not patient with myself...i set such freakin high standards for myself and i expect to reach it...i HAVE to reach it...and if i dont ill look like i jus half-died...and ill behave like it...de disappointment felt cannot be described with jus mere words...im so scared i cant make it...ok dat was vague...oh well nuff said...

for now...i cant wait to meet up with my girls....ferst up is de touch ruggies outin tmrw...ahh at last WHOLE TEAM will be there...omg...and next of course is my minahs outing...im so glad sarah's back safe and sound...and now cant wait to meet all of them and jus talk and talk...and slack and talk more...i miss them sooo much...=) ok?? here dat girls!!!??