vendredi, décembre 30

2005 Une Année à Rappeler





It has really been a significant year for me...To start off, well who can ever forget the receiving of the A level results...The heartache felt the disappointment was all for a good cause which if not now, later i will come to realise the reason for it...



Next i shall dedicate this space to my good buddies who had to go through their NS with much pride im sure looking at how NS is all that they talk bout when they meet...*disgusts* haha...I remember how Aidil went in on the 7th of April...And how he went bald....Hahaha...



My first trip to Aceh...Decided...Redid passport on the same day...First meeting with my team...Set on on the next....After much much persuation from mum and my own sourcing for two more participants Asilah and Suransi...We barely knew each other!! This first trip actually made me first truly realise how precious life is and really mistakes made shouldnt be spared...There's simply no time...



And this trip was also the start of a blossoming camaraderie - Minah Tods ...

Asilah: Thank you for opening up to me when i thought you wouldnt...You always ask me questions that got me thinking..For the better of course...And i know i can count on you for advices on what to do whenever... And thank you for coming with me on the second trip i will never forget the perigi episod ever you selenge *winks*...You know I know how much this friendship means to me and hopefully to you too without saying more...=)

AmalSarah: You are someone I can talk to on and on and on and on and on about anything at all! Haha always asking me if im ok...And you sometimes surprise me with the advices you give... And please! Relax before you go bonkers ok!! You are one smart and witty lady who'll make it through life successful doing what you've always wanted...Got the gut feeling you will...=) Relax really and dont waste your youth away ok!!

Suransi:My one and only cacatest friend...Hehe you too need to reallly relax and stop comparing yourself with others! You are one hot intelligent chick and no one can be compared to you lah please...With that face...hahahah The crazy natally behind that iron face expression ... Thank you too for accepting me for the way i am... *ahems* And for confiding in me sometimes... Hehe anyway give more time for us ah!! You know we're around soo please dont keep everything to yourselves...It'll do you and us some good ya! Share ah jangan lokek...Fellow NUS-ian (or whatever we call ourselves) we shall make it for our honours year and grad with at least a 2nd Upper Class ok!!=)

Diyanah:We arent really as close to each other as we are to the rest which sounds funny when i type it down...BUT i think im beginning to see the real you...Beginning only ah...Haha you're someone whom i think i can talk to on and on and on...We shall let it go with the flow..But i really want to thank you for always giving me honest opinions and comfort in your words...You may not know or realise it even but i really appreciate it you know....=)

To summarise...Thank you for accepting me soo readily and next time ah please let me talk more can!! Haha everytime got 5 of us its very hard for me to say my views lah!! hahah Oh and if ive like been too retarded around you guys..Sorry but IT WONT STOP! Hehehe I love love you guys.....France'08!



How can i not mention the second Aceh trip...It was the bestest bestest bestest trip holiday journey whatever you call it i have ever gone for in my entire childhood (ill only be an adult on the 16th december 2006) Need i say more? Looking through the pictures of the most recent trip which i didnt go for brought back such sweet memories i had to shed a tear or two...I miss the kids sooooo much even till now...I wont even know when i may be able to see them again..And of course the trip wouldnt be complete without my team...I love every single one of you and I know our friendship's gonna last a lifetime...*hugs*



And then came matriculation day...Wow wow wow...Since day one in NUS its just bang bang bang .... I cant really describe it...Bedlam of emotions....Happy,sad,crazy,pissed,devastated,scared,emotionless...But I think I know why GOD wants me there and and nowhere else...

Samsiah: We were sworn enemies ahh...Ok exaggeration on my part...But certainly not hers...Hahaha...How much of a coincidence can it be to be in the same team as well as roommate...And till now...Goodness look how far we've gone together...Haha ok ah this is just between us and those who knew bout our hatred for each other then...Haha...Thank you for hating boys with me...Hahahaha

Lutfiah:We didnt really hate hate each other then but we couldnt see eye to eye either...Hahahah...Thank you too for all the time spent together and more to come!! Anyway I shall always be bugging you to change no matter what!! Hehe...Sorry if ive macam pissed you off in one way or another which is possible rare...hahaah...

Nadiah:Hi minah...Hehehe you should be crowned the most patient human award ah...After me...hahahha...From Sec 3 till now...Hahahaah....But you can be funnily surprising at times...Thanks for all the kind words of assurance from you and i only hope to be of equal assistance to you...=)

And to the many many many many many friends Ive made through PBM and NUSMS....Yayyy!! Hahaha more projects and bonding to come! And an improved CAP point ahead =)



My first University exam ever...Wasnt a bad experience really...IT WAS A CATASTROPHE!!!!!!! haha...Any year ones will testify to that...Who ever said UNI is slack should be stuffed with chilli padis...Haha But studying till late in school with Yana especially can be fun if we werent soo filled to the brim with facts and figures...Looking forward to more sessions with her...Yay!! My first CAP score...Wasnt what i aimed for but wasnt that disappointing either...Come to think of it..Ranked among the rest i am in the bottom few but i still made it fine and dandy...=) Cant wait for the semester to come...



Oh ya!!! Relief teaching!!! Have i ever told you how i hated teaching sooooo much? How amusing when i think bout it again that my first teaching assignment was at Clementi Town Secondary..MALAY!!!
i got a C6 for malay at AO level ok... I overtook the class from Aidil and us being gundus brought kamus dwibahasa to class and even semangatly prepared dialogues...Oh mans i hope my students arent reading this...Obviously I may not have been a terrific teacher but I dont know...I cant really bring myself to say I hate teaching now...I like mixing around with teenagers...Makes me feel young-ER...Haha and plus if i wanna make a difference, the school's a great way to start...Especially when teaching malay students...hmmm...See there's a reason to everything in the end...I die die didnt want to take over Aidil's class regardless of the enticing amount of money at first...



OH! Had my first birthday surprise party!! Ive already planned on the making of a scrapbook for it..=) Oh and this brings me to my two darling juniors Sue and Este.. A note to them - We are gonna have some more splendid time together in the future...=)




Well there are some belen-belens... One is actually the 3rd year of us being together meaning me and Aidil...We havent really gotten our act together but we will....You havent seen the last of us!!! Muahahahaha...And I know basic French finally!! Je peux parler un peu français...Now what else what else...Oh ill just add as time goes by...Oh to my Princesses Ill have a special entry for us cum the 2nd after the meetup =)




Wow...A lot eh...I know i myself have matured inside and outside...Although maybe sometimes i may not act like it...And Ive touched people's lives...The Aceh kids...Ive grown...YAYY!!! Haha But I will continue to grow as a person inside and outside and I'll need all the help i can get from my bestest girlfriends and friends...Thank you for just being you...I loveeeeeeee you guysss sooo muchhh.... I am nothing without my family,Aidil,bestest girlfriends,and YOU! Bad or good...Every experience has taught me a lil something which all amounts to me being me...You know...Hahaha ok ah its almost four and Im going crazy i think..haha good night sweets...




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