It was very much a FAIRFIELD's day out today with Farhana...the best friend back then...Funny how she still looks the same...Hahahahah....We just reminisced bout those days where we even fight bout what to eat during lunch breaks...HAHAHAHA...And how we always get caught for not wearing camisoles and ankle socks and dyed hair and multiple earings(only me lah..) and not doing physics homework...and laughing during flag raising....And more....Hahahahahaha and the famous one would be of course short skirts...And she saw me through my god-damned fat days too...haha I was fat to the max in sec 1 and 2 lah...I shall scan pictures when i figure out how to use my scanner..haha




Lets talk bout relationships...It all started when i was still in my kindergardenish Fairfield uni and he in his so-called ultra cool ACSI uni...Anyway we didnt expect for us to get together but point is we could click soooooooo super duper well ahh like i think i beat Shafik to being his best friend lah...sorry fik And like we thought our relationship beats others...We were soo naive to think that we had the best relationship eever and that nothing could ever go wrong...im sure lah...Reality struck us after our 2-yr mark...Everything just came almost plummeting down...ALMOST....But this was also the period of time where you'll get to know your partner better...His weakness strengths...And yours too...Especially yours...I dunno maybe cos we were still going through the growing up stage and wanting to experiment still...We probably werent ready yet? After every misunderstanding or conflict you will grow closer together definately... You'lll learn to forgive and forget...you'll grow stronger...You'll learn to anticipate the worst...You'll learn that no matter what your partner loves you and you love you partner for whoever you two are... You'll learn that the challenges GOD make you two go through are just to test you and if it ends you know GOD will replace it with a better one more suited to you...I dunno these are just my thoughts...I wonder what will happen after ze 4th yr mark...That may be the next you know...I cant wait...Haha right...




I decided to fetch him from Bedok Camp today...Thanks sarah for the lil chat...The train ride was horrible but the walk home was fruitful...I decided to just pour all it out in my really-i-dont-care-already voice and i guess that's when he realised that i really dont care already..DUH..But its really a first coming from me....We had to compromise and reach a conclusion...When i said to promise to tell me everything that happens everytime they go he went like "Ok but why must i tell you everything?!?!" Thats when i just ter-teared and said in a pitiful voice "But we always tell each other everything ..We were the bestest of friends..." Then he kept quiet And i think he teared a bit...Sad ah...We really tell each other everything ok..Even things like crushes and all...Like even things couples shouldnt tell each other...Oh well its soo fragile now...One problem after another lah...Try harder...




Anyway as you guys know the honours requirement has increased by 0.5 which means i need to get an average cap of 4.0 to do my 4th year which means i cant get anything lower that an A- for anything which means if i do 'badly' with a cap of 3.0 for this sem i need a full cap of 5.0 next sem which means i can dream my 1st class honours away especially with the bell curve...And results are coming out this Friday which is in a days time....I am scared petrified out of my wits....But somehow i havent really been thining bout it unless the NUS counterparts decided to talk bout it...Its not like the A's where its constantly in you mind and whoa that was bad lah...Oh well...Lets pray for each other...=)