Did I disappoint you or let you down?

Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?

'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,

Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.

So I took what's mine by eternal right.

Took your soul out into the night.

It may be over but it won't stop there.

I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.

You changed my life and all my goals.

And love is blind and that I knew when,

My heart was blinded by you.

I've kissed your lips and held your head.

Shared your dreams and shared your bed.

I know you well, I know your smell.

I've been addicted to you.



Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.(x2)



I am a dreamer but when I wake,

You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.

And as you move on, remember me,

Remember us and all we used to be

I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.

I've watched you sleeping for a while.

I'd be the father of your child.

I'd spend a lifetime with you.

I know your fears and you know mine.

We've had our doubts but now we're fine,

And I love you, I swear that's true.

I cannot live without you.



Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.(x2)



And I still hold your hand in mine.

In mine when I'm asleep.

And I will bear my soul in time,

When I'm kneeling at your feet.



Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.(x2)



I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.

I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.(x2)







Its such a sad song...I miss him soo much...eeee bodoh...Im not supposed to i know...But i dont know why...Why are girls sometimes sooo fucking vulnerable...I really must learn to stand STRONGER on my own two already humongous feet...








Anyway went with Aestee and Samsiah to get the tickets just now...A bit funny cos it was our first time well at least for me and Samsiah lah...So macam takut-takut...Haha and i think the excitement is creeping in to all of us even sick Baba...And morever thank god Shan and Kamal are coming along...I hope they can like protect us...and not the other way round...Its gonna funny cos Aestee knows Kamal but he doesnt know she's going...haha....I really hope they dont give us the living room...And i hope everything will go smoothly despite the string-tight budget and the last minute plans...I hope all of us will have soo much fun cos i think the four of us girls need that badly ey...=) Ok and i shall write my end of year entry tomorrows...








I miss my bestest girlfriends...Sarah Faddie Asilah Fana Diyanah Yana Suransi Janna...