14th Feb - Girls Day out with Este Sue and Sarah


19th Feb - Princesses monthly meetup





Today's seminar at SMU bout Islamic financial services and products is like a god-send...Ok not totally but you know....Cos its like I soo wanna go into the banking/bank industry but mum isnt too cool with it cos of the interests and all sooo today's seminar is like 'There..Answers your questions...' Haha im nuts but it didnt really tell me what i wanted to know because apparently there's a few interpretations of the implementation of the islamic law to the financial systems...Soo ive got to start on my research...No rush really right...And i found an econs-major friend lah in my french class...An honours student at that..And she told me to go for internships....For me I learn more with practise...Thats why theory doesnt really work for me sooo even if i get straight As i know i wont do well when put into the real world..Im really stupid in the ferst place..As in dumb...Nwaes thinkin bout it right...I dont wanna work somewhere where i have to like be stuck in an office doing monotonous paperwork...I wanna be interacting with people...Malays especially..I wanna do something to help my own race...Its just that when i see these youths on the streets(those esp rowdy ones) I just feel nfvwligvrhejnk....But I just intend to help them financially...The rest ill half leave them to the social workers...Haha...





Going for a Dreamweavers workshop tmrw and the Adobe Photoshop's next week...Yay!




Nwaes had a simple dinner with Aidil just now after eons...Been a long long while since we have even 2 hrs together without any need to rush for like school or work....Oh well....



Im sooooo like pressurized I like cry whenever i pray everynight to gimme the strength to like let me improve and keep up with like everyone and like get through UNI in one piece and an honours degree..nvefhlighurfejfhujd....Uni is really tough...Emotionally physically draining...



I feel soo bad my tutee got a bad grade for the subject i tutored....Her sister improved in her results apparently...But how come she did soo badly...Gosh....Its really hard to tutor someone when he/she was forced to be tutored and does not really have the passion to really want to do better...I mean im a slow learner too...It all comes down really to how much you want it...I really am not smart at all but i really want want want to be on par with the elites(like most of my friends) sooo im really trying my best in my own ways....Using trial and error sometimes to get the desired results....




Another long jfeiwuhf eentry of fine...