Sometimes reading people's blogs can make you feel like nbvhweughbvfwiouhv....



School this week's improving...I mean how many school days were there...Hmmm I did what I was supposed to do..Finished tutorials and all...But...I didnt do extra...No initiative taken there...VERY BAD...*slaps myself*...I got extra stressed yesterday till i cried...Haha...And i screamed at all who tried to calm me down...All=Aidil....Felt bad lahh...



Projects...Hmmm 3J meeting...A lot of ideas came up actually...Im in charge of the flea markets and car boot sales...Any contacts anyone?? KKO...Im suppose to do up an official timeline...All by Sunday...This Sunday...And I need to make a decision on which chalet to get...This time the trade offs involves more than just more rooms and toilets and bigger space and what-nots...Freaky...




I wish Aidil and Hicheal speedy recovery...=)




Ms marketing meeting today was damn hilarious as usual...But we still got the agenda covered...




Khairul if you're reading this I need your help on some physics stuffs..Or hadri...



I dont know which phone to get...Urrgh...Mum and Aidil insisted on me getting a good phone=the expensive+over my budget ones...Makes sense lah...But we'll see..So far the one I'm eyeing is the swivel phone from Nokia's L'amour collection..BUT i kinda vowed not to get another swivel or flip phone....How?!



Long long day tomorrow...Marketing to be done for sports goods at 11am-1pm...Station master for some Sec kids workshop organised by MS i think till 5pm...Meet Sam Nad and Lut for god-knows-what till 8pm...Meet family got dinner at Hyatt....(even that cant cheer me up just yet!)



A reminder to my KKO committee...KAMIE CAN SET UP THE YAHOO GRP ASAP!! Thanks! =) ATIKK WE MUST MEET ON SUNDAY!! Thanks!! =)



I wonder if Im taking Econs because i love it or because its one of those majors where you can actually get a relatively higher paid job with its degree+honours(insyallah)...I loved chem too you know...But shiit the long lab hours just turn me off mans...I mean look at just how dedicated I was to lab work back in JC...As for econs...I like how everythings is soo interconnected and like makes sense systematically...And I love predicting stuffs and they actually come true...When I say predicting I mean backing my hypothesis with relevant details of course which is where the maths comes in...I wonder how much harder Econometrics' gonna get as I go along...But things dont come to you without hard work right..I long long for the day that i graduate with at least a 2nd class upper honours degree...Thats the day when I can truly say "I did it!"...I'll prolly cry..Out of pride and exasperation...Haha...But its not the end of my education life lah..Still got Masters...Insyallah..BUT reality check...Im stupid...(Haha anti climax but true) I get so scared everytime i think bout it...Dont you? Bout whats gonna happen to your life...I mean there's really so much that you can plan for...Unexpected things are bound to happen lah...Im so scared...Im so scared it'll be the end of the world before i get to really really taste the sweetness of life...Growing old...And all those stuffs related to it...



I think a lot..Nwaes yesterday someone at my religious class was talking to me in the lift..

Person: Diana sekarang sekolah ke kerja?

Me: Oh sekolah lagi...

Person: Oh di mana?

Me: NUS(points to the school side cos its was somewhere near...)

Person: Oh dapat masuk?

Me: A ah...Arts and Social Science(smiles while thinkin what do you mean by that you *****...)

Person: Oh...Mesti banyak melayu kan...Arts and Social Science dengan Architecture pasal paling senang nak masuk kan....

Me:Hee..Bolehlah..Actually the students from arts stream in JCs can go to that faculty and business only and law is super hard to get into...So thats why it may seem that there's a lot of malays there...Also because its the hugest faculty....(smiles while thinking WHAT THE F**K ARE YOU TRYING TO REITERATE HERE!!!)



I mean like seriously..You wanna say that I barely made it is it? That I'm stupid or rather our Malays arent on par?! Ferstly architecture isnt easy to masuk and people have different reasons for going into the arts stream lah!!! If not for my mother there I would have just like vdhehehrefjirfeqrhf all the way ah!!! Do your freaking research ferst lah!!! These kinda people are not worth explaining to...I mean ya but hello gimme some encouragement lah!! I am anyway one of the top 10% of the Malay youths in Singapore....Damn demoralising sia....You just wait..



Sad sad...You can even get that kinda snide remarks from a fellow Malay...




Ok Im damn sleepy now thought i wanted to go on to talk bout my physics module...Ok lah thanks for reading...Good night guys...Hugs..