This is what we've become...All because of the bus ride...Gelare's with Asi and Su and part of Di...I think my maths is till rusty...All i did just now with microecons was maths..Hmm more like problem sums...Not bad...



Was talking about life just now...We are both scared...I am scared because i dont know if im up for it...I dont know if i have the capabilities to excel...I dont know why i am doubting myself...I dont know what i did wrong...I dont know if i really fit in with the Uni...Among the best of the best...Im so scared....I have soo much to do...Mid terms next week...Urrgh...French is getting so tough...I think I am just PLAIN LAZY...I am in self denial...Im not stupid...I know i am not putting in the effort that i can and that i should...I shouldnt blame anyone or anything other than myself for my previous disastrous grades....Instead of harping on it i should and MUST get my act on..I wouldnt be able to say this is if someone were to ask if this is my best...I cannot settle down for anything lower than a B+... Because if i did do my ultimate best i wouldnt get anything lower than that....Now can you say the same for yourself?




Im just plain stressed..I wish there's no such thing as feeling sleepy so i can study longer...But then again its not bout how long you study...Its bout how smart to study...Someone tell me how to study smart?!?!?!?!