Boutique

As I was telling someone I think Im gonna work towards a Cupcake Boutique... How thats gonna happen I am not sure but I do know we will need 15k each said Asi... Im so excited! I havent tried baking any before but from the look of the recipes I'd say they dont look so bad... only... Havent hands on yet... Colourful surroundings check! But oh wells plans are nothing but just mere plans 'nuff said... I really wonder when that plan can be materialised... I still love doing my photojournals... I guess the designs I make mirror myself in a way and the unsatisfactory results as I go bout making them can only stem from them not being me.... After which Ill alter the sometimes really minor details...

But as for now one can only dream... Or can I? Semester 3 is going to start soon and I really seriously wonder what my thoughts and feelings now will translate into... Im really done studying hard.... Its time to study smart... Mugging alone will get me somewhere but it wont get me there ; the peak of what I really am capable of... But how am I going to do that! But all I know is that I have to make HIM happy and proud of me and not to do stupid things which will further jeopardise my grades... I think I dont appreciate HIM enough... I wanna feel how I did back in secondary 4 when getting the O level results... It wasnt fantastic but goodness I was ecstatic! And only HE knows why I was...

Where I come from grades do not matter as much as life does... Generally... If there's one thing I learnt during summer vacation ( not that we have seasons here) its that grades matter but they are not everything... Note to self: Dont just say but still act like the world has ended... *bummer*


Im peeved! By a few things... But I hate last minute changes but I just made a last minute change due to peoples' last minute changes and info... Damn it!

Or whatever... Its not gonna spoil my week... It better not...


Ok lah back to cupcakes.... Ok nothing else....
I feel like eating macaroni and cheese or fettucine alfredo... Anything creamy and cheesy lah...


Aiya I hate this depressing feeling!!!

Anyways Im on a finding recipes spree... Haha... And looking at their tantalising shots!

Watched Oprah's yesterday and today but yesterday's episod got me thinking like what the hell am I doing in Singapore!?!?!??!!? Hahahaha.... At that point I wish I was born a Kuwaiti ( whatever you call them ) ...... At that point only lah.... Singapore is stilll definately a safer place to live in for now....


Ok before my entry gets all negative-ish I shall end now! I slacked at home the whole day today!! With Garfield who slept like 95% of the time... No wonder so gemuk !

Ok buhbye people and its friday tomorrow for the working people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Muah muah!