Pool

My No.6.

His No.10.

I love it when you pity me when I get none of those balls in.but.you still did.not.give.up.on.me.

Love you.

Divine Sister's of the Ya-ya Sisterhood a must watch.=)

Oh I wanna thank each and everyone who came down for my first Kebajikan meeting today.

Suzy.Dayah.Hafie.Nadiah.Nurul.Fehzah.Kamal.Maly.Faizal.Shan.Atikk

and the yearones

Latiff.Hafiz.Lulu.Huda.Este(whosickbutstillcamedown).Hashim

thanks to amy for droppin by and for those who messaged me goodlucks and sorrys for not bein able to come

and of course

Nisa =))


I can never thank enough.

Though turnup by juniors was bad I hope everyone of you enjoyed that session.And thanks for all the inputs=)

imwritinglikeasifyouallreadmyblog.haha.

myrandommeetupswithtwopeopletodaywasfun!

pool
and
lunch.cum.hot.chocolate-ing.

=)

"It is not the consciousness of men that determines their being but on the contrary it is their social being that determines their consciousness."

/editt

Who wants to go back to FAIRFIELD METHODIST SECONDARY SCHOOL on Thursday?

=)

Cocktail party.

the purple theme.

friends who made it all happen.thanks for being there.=)

after a hard day's work.

cooking.cooking.myhouse.cooking.berserak.brownies.bakedpotatoes.
tandoorichicken.pringles.sardines.konyaku.pastries.applecrumble.
housewives(haha).skippinmicro2lecture.
hazwani.matjokes.
morelamejokes.
tiredtiredtiredtired.
wortheverysecond.
=)

Random Musings

Had a blast during lunch with Sam, Khai and Su-butt!

Trying to dodge racist staff

Laughing out hearts out and I mean hearts out

Sharing longtime basi info

and more.

Crescent girls are weird.

Hahahaha.


Main-main aje.


I was just thinking about how off tangent some of my friends have gone.And how some people are just tooo caught up with their pursuit for social wants that they neglect their own good friends in all aspects.


Im beginning to feel the irritation and incompleteness when I havent done the week's readings.Haha Im a nerd lah!

I miss Aidil like mad!!!!

=)


shutupkamie!


Haha.


I miss listening to malay/indo songs.


EC2372 is boredom at its peak!

30mins into the lecture(of which Salmah and Ruz came 15 mins late)......

Me:I feel like eating potato wedges.
Salmah:I think the lecturer is having asthma.
Ruz:I think Im gonna get this top(the Zara top she was wearing) in another color.

And so the subjects continue........


Hady Mirza sounds good.


ANYWAYS I just remembered something.HHAHAHAHAHAAH.Sorry eh belum cakap dah ketawa sendiri.Aidil likes to jiggle his butt/dance in private and its freaking funny giler!Because he's supposed to be a quiet person.HAHAHAHA ok just remembered lah.He'll like kill me if he reads this.Hahaha.


Now you all know why Im so cacat-ed and selenge.


=)

Bdae wish

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY AESTEE! =)

Strong girl you will be.Take care darlin.

Love,
Diana

To my loved ones.You know who you are.

Life is full of lots of up and downs,
And the distance feels further when you're headed for the ground,
And there is nothing more painful than to let you're feelings take
you down,
It's so hard to know the way you feel inside,
When there's many thoughts and feelings that you hide,
But you might feel better if you let me walk with you
by your side,

And when you need a shoulder to cry on,
When you need a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone, cause I'll be there,
I'll be your shoulder to cry on,
I'll be there,
I'll be a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
you won't be alone, cause I'll be there.

All of the times when everything is wrong
And you're feeling like
There's no use going on
You can't give it up
I hope you work it out and carry on
Side by side,
With you till the end
I'll always be the one to firmly hold your hand
no matter what is said or done
our love will always continue on

Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
you won't be alone cause I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be the one you rely on
when the whole world's gone
you won't be alone
cause I'll be there!

And when the whole world is gone
You'll always have my shoulder to cry on....

Lalalala

Taking a break from readings(one of the many loooong breaks).

Had a looong first exco meeting on Saturday.6hours.Towards the end I was already babbling what I wanted to say.Sorry guys!Haha.But I thought that meeting reaffirmed my position there and one of my purpose in life.Hope our plans go better than expected and we achieve our aims.

Sunday got to help put at Grandma's after tuitions.After thus long.Its always fun to help her out at the stall.(besides gettin free food).Hehe.Got to meet half of my cousins.Dropped by my other aunt's house and I saw the other half of my cousins for a while!Miss them!!Im talkin bout the two youngest ones.

Thinking bout planning a cousins' outing but thats gonna be tough considering they're all very young.See how.

Finally go to eat Cheese Bites Pizza today!=) More cheese should be stuffed and the BBQ chicken supreme pizza is delicious!Loves it.


I think its unavoidable that sometimes we fail to think rationally and assume other people's characteristics just by reading their blogs and for some thoughts.Usually scattered ones.Personally I dont blame them because thats just a trait of humans' and I am guilty of that sometimes just by considering those thoughts.But what I do not agree is how people want to slam others just based on those assumptions of theirs.Especially when they fail to realise that they themselves are of course of a worser kind.And also when upfront these people consider those they're slamming as friends.I really do not know how some people think at times like this not that I even want to attempt to figure that out.I am just angered by this.

But then again maybe these bloggers do not realise that the way they write can form some impressions on those reading.But as I said again some are usually just scattered thoughts and why must they give a care about what other people think right because ultimately it is their thoughts.But if so why do people sometimes make their words blur or tiny?

Then again it is up to that individual.The fact that people have a public blog is because they want people to read their thoughts. How they deal with or manipulate this fact is up to them and us to interpret it.

Like what Im trying to write now and who I am conveying this to.Oh and you may not agree with this.=)

Shall get back to my readings!Will be terribly busy with freshmen outreach this week.Exciting!=)

Bonne journeé!

//edit

I miss khai.Haha.
And my minahtods.
And the princesses ( we're leading such different lives now and its sad that we are drifting apart from each other.was what we once had meant to just be for the past? nothing more than just damn good memories? lets work on this alright.love you girls.).
Hope to meet the DSY people this wednesday.
I couldnt reach Muhib last week.I.so.badly.want.to.talk.to.him.
I miss Aidil.No more quality time spent together.

I want ice cream.
I need to get by tons of books soon!!
I love school.Im just scared to say it because if I do too early I may be disappointed with my results at the end as superficial as it sounds.

My aunt thought that I couldnt go up to year two.My dad's side.

And you.If you dont know anything about me just jolly well keep your mouth shut.Bitch.

Anyway sometimes I wish my friends can open up to me more.I would hate it really if they have to suffer in silence or hide their jubilance.

Aidil helped me with the tags today.All 100.Thanks darlin!Haha dont laugh when you all see it tomorrow.

I love Martin Luther King,Jr's quotes.

Faith is taking the first step even when you don't see the whole staircase.

He who passively accepts evil is as much involved in it as he who helps to perpetrate it. He who accepts evil without protesting against it is really cooperating with it.

Life's most persistent and urgent question is, 'What are you doing for others?'

Love is the only force capable of transforming an enemy into friend.

Nothing in all the world is more dangerous than sincere ignorance and conscientious stupidity.

The hottest place in Hell is reserved for those who remain neutral in times of great moral conflict.

A genuine leader is not a searcher for consensus but a molder of consensus.


I am so sad and disappointed at what some of my closest buddies have become.


Sigh.


//ediitt again


I didnt get a tutorial slot for macro and got thrown into my second choices for EL2201 and EC2373.Eff-ing.

You can do it!

"You're A Believer"

You thought love was
Only true in fairy tales
Meant for someone else
But not for you
Love was out to get to you
That's the way it seems
Disappointment haunted
All your dreams

And then you saw his face
Now you're a believer
Not a trace
Of doubt in your mind
You're in love
You're a believer
You couldn't leave him
If you tried

You thought love was
More or less a given thing
But the more you gave the less
you got, oh yeah
What's the use in trying
All you get is pain
When you wanted sunshine
You got rain

And then you saw his face
Now you're a believer
Not a trace
Of doubt in your mind
You're in love
You're a believer
You couldn't leave him
If you tried

What's the use in trying
All you get is pain
When you wanted sunshine
You got rain

And then you saw his face
Now you're a believer
Not a trace
Of doubt in your mind
You're in love
You're a believer
You couldn't leave him
If you tried

Then you saw his face
Now you're a believer
Not a trace
Of doubt in your mind
Now you're a believer
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
You're a believer
You're a believer
You're a believer
This song goes to minah kasut.=)

I wonder who's the second him.

Anyways first day of school was fun! The lecturer was so humorous! He like wasted time by talking about himself and he made all the international/exchange students stand up and intro themselves. The whole intro thingy turned out damn funny because the lecturer added in extras at the end of every intro.Not to mention I have like such gungho company!! Looking forward to more lectures and tutorials with Ruz, Salmah and in time to come Faizola and Kamie.=)

The damned coursepack costs 23bucks laaaa.

And I dont think Ill have free days.But I think if everything goes well Ill have like at most 4 hours of school each day that being Thurs and Fri. Then its just 2 hr lessons a day. Hah! Luckily I live like 5 mins away from school sia.


Im actually very excited for this semester.Somehow I feel like I CAN do it.Thats a good first step.=) Just need to keep that spirit through.Cheers to my other uni friends who're facing a whole new semester.It may suck but You are not alone.=)

I really really really wanna eat pizza hut's cheesy bites.Its so being raved about! Oh and seem to need durians everyday.Like now.Damns.My apologies to those who dont understand how anyone can even get 389267483264387246923miles near it.Haha.

Ok Im off to deco my file.Daaa!!

=)

Annual General Meeting 06/07

Amy and Shah whom I miss dearly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

From top left; Welfare, Persuratan,Penerbitan,Seni

Jk girls after a horrendous game of pool!

PBMUKS JK 05/06

PBMUKS JK 06/07

Altogether now! =)

happy 20th bdae!!

Happy Birthday, my friend
Here's to all the years we've share together
All the fun we've had
You're such a blessing
Such a joy in my life
May the good Lord bless you
And may all your dreams come true

Happy 20th Birthday darlin.=)


And cheers to our 44th month together.=)


Anyways the first part of his surprise was super tiring for me.I had to liase with his mum (*gasps!*) for food which was actually a better encounter than expected haha.Then on the day itself gathered everyone at Siloso beach Sentosa. It was really tranquil that day until we came or rather the mats.Then I had to meet him at Harbourfront's bus stop ( all these trips thanks to Wan!) of which I was to blindfold him and bring him to the place in a 'taxi'. Wan was driving,Jan beside him and Fik behind us.I think they did a great job keeping quiet haha. Aidil heard noises and he tried to reach out for the front seat which had Jan! Then Jan pushed his head.Damn funny! He managed to not laugh!Haha.Then all the while I had to 'Uncle go here go there..' and all the while this 'uncle' did not say a word! Hahahah! Aidil was like 'This uncle so quiet.'.THEN Wan's phone rang!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I ter-said 'Wan!' But later in the end I asked and he thought Wan was just there to help. Then! After getting out of the car I had to walk him to our spot. During the whole journey he kept asking whats going on and if his friends are there and I obviously kept saying no.Haha.Basically to cut story short he kept stepping on puddles of water and tripping on steps and I was dying of laughter and Fik and Jan behind us were dying of not being able to laugh. But in the end I guess it was all worthed it when I saw how absolutely in shock and disbelief he was in especially when I told him his mum cooked the food.=)

The second part of his surprise from me was today when I splurged on a silver bracelet cuff thingy for him part of it paid by my mum too.=)


And after thus long I got my part of a teeny weeny surprise when I found chocolateS on my bed, ice cream in the fridge and an entry in our diary.This was especially touching cos we had a big tiff that day.=)




ANYWAYS



I miss miss miss the Aceh kids.I cried on the bus ride home because I remembered that I cant see them to put my blues away.Im such a weewee cos I can feel tears welling up as I wrote this.I miss them alll and their antics and how blunt they are but they always make everything better. I was pissed and tired when Muhib when trying to play around with me at Suntec when I was his budy but now I miss it.I cried when I saw his face when at airport I think he felt the same.It was like this too back at FH.When can I see them again.


the past week with them have been surreal.


Anyways when Im established enough Im going to set up my own prison and rehabilitation centre for menwhocheat.


I dont know why my mum scolds me when I am chatting till late about serious stuffs or when I tell her Im coming home late because Im meeting my GIRLfriends whom I have not seen in eons or when its hard to wake me up for subuh or when I 'perintah' my brother or when I tell her instead of asking for her permission that Im going out.

when.


my sister goes out wearing mini skirts and tubetops,when she campaks the Quran anyhow,when she comes late without telling,when she goes out without telling in fact,when my brother spends 24/7 on his com and doesnt study at all well both dont study at all and has tuition,when my brother screams at me losing his temper,lets not even talk about my sister lah ah.


Im not saying I am perfect just because I am in Uni and I wear the tudung out and is fairly interested in religion and doesnt go beyond the 11pm 'curfew' and mugs like shit and is financially independant and what nots.

But where's the appreciation?

Not that Im asking for it but it sucks. And I know she is my mum therefore she has the right. But goodness. And I know sometimes its just to show fairness to my 'whatthefcukisfairnessprinciple' sister who wants fairness to be exercised on her but she doesnt exercise it to others in return.


Oh wells.


I guess she's just stressed at work everyday.


Whatever.


My fault too what.


Anyways to sum up.

I miss the kids.

Cheating on spouses should be a crime.

And I miss Aidil.


=)


Oh and I love durians.



And my Minadtods.

And Aestee.

And Aidil.

And the kids.


=)

Yok ambil foto yok!

5th August

We were more enthusiastic than those welcoming the Backstreet boys.

The cutest one is mine.

Fikri.

Asi and Idol.

6th August

Fika- She's 6.Super adorable!

No comments.

7th August

Purple Day.

Preparing for dikir.

Indo Embassy.

8th August

The Mums.

Brother and Aulia-Took a million years and a milliom km running around to get this picture.Same?

After their performances!
Hensem.

B2B in Pink.

9th August

By the first bridge in Singapore.

Poser shot.

"Preh-ty flowers bloom for you and me..."

Deadbeat but still raring to go.

FIREWORKS!

11th August

Bdae boy.

The babes.

The thosewhoshaltnotbenamed.

Bluff-ing by the beach.

4/5 of 'minah bombs'

12th August

BBQ-ing by Changi beach.

Fascination aye.


Will update with more pictures after sending them off...Sadness..=(

Week's events

5th August : PBM's VIVA LA ANUGERAH
The arrival of the Acehnese kids

7th August : Went to Indo Embassy with them

8th August : Official Welcoming for them

9th August : Went around whole of CBD area and ended the
day with fireworks atop Suntec Tower 6

10th August : More tuitions and dropped by Ikea with Sarah
and Di

11th August : Surprise party for Aidil at Sentosa

12th August : More tuitions and dropped by Changi for Reperio
BBQ


The week's been crazy mentally and physically. By today I think I went almost nuts though I managed to compose myself. Half of the tuitions that I do I do it to help people ( so said my welfare mum) so you-know-what-that-means... I dont usually complain about this because seriously I only put my best best when Im teaching my cousins because they are the only ones who are taking my tutoring seriously. So fair lah it takes two to clap. Its just this week. With the kids and the tuitions and the mobots and the surprise and only my 24hrs a day and some fcuking irritating people.

Ive only genuinely and thoroughly enjoyed myself when Im with the kids which I dont get to follow for half the time due to other commitments and uncooperative people.Dammit lah this may be the last time I get to spend time with them ever in my whole life but I cant freaking cancel tuition.

After them what I would really like to do is to meet the girlfriends and talk over ice cream and chocolate and coffee and cupcakes and just lambast about anything and everything.

But sometimes I dont know if some of my friends are my friends anymore. We go out for the sake of going out and connect now on a more superficial level and also maybe for the sake of hanging on to what we once had. I miss these people. I shant divulge names because I dont know if its just me or what.

Ok fine I am P-M-S-I-N-G ok but that doesnt mean that I was talking shit above.

Ive been the worst girlfriend ever for the past few weeks. Minus the surprise which I had hoped will offset my bad attitude. But NO. Shant say more. I just feel like shit. My fault or not? Am I thinking too much for others?


My priorities are being reshuffled.


Gosh but I miss him.


Im very jealous when I see people with happy families. Like when things go wrong they have family to fall back on. I lack that. Its not all bad but maybe Im in denial that its not all bad.




Anyways dont ask me to lead a blind man ever.Jan and Fik will totally agree.

The only person I really miss the most everytime Im out is not even a person. Its Garfield.

Bodoh.

Ok lah next entry will just be pictures. They'll say their thousand words ok.

Ha ha ha diana.


I better tuck in now.


/hugs myself


My mum keeps reminding me to do everything in the name of Allah and not to complain because eventually all the good things you do will be recognised by him. Thats the only thing that keeps me going.HIS love.

Dada!

=))

(Goo Goo Dolls)

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

MEMPERSEMBAHKAN...

Eksekutif Kommiti Persatuan Bahasa Melayu Universiti Kebangsaan Singapura 2006/2007....

(tidak kesemuanya ada di dalam foto-foto di bawah)







(Dari kiri) Diana ( Welfare head), Siti ( Secretary), Faizal ( Vice President), Maly-sore-eye ( President ),
Nurul ( Treasurer), Ruz ( Penerbitan Head), Hafie ( Seni Head), Kamie ( Persuratan Head), Kamal ( Vice President )


We have more in the extended committee but its all still blur so if you wanna know come for AGM...=) I have Nisa as Vice Welfare Head...Im definately raring to start 'work' especially after today's meeting... I cant ask for a better team... We're all chosen for a reason and with the passion , similar priorities , vision and mission insyallah we will make the difference...=)

Yippie!


I cant wait to start school finally! Wondering if that excitement with school will stay throughout... Hee...

Taa!